| I'm so frustrated right now... I'm not sure if its me or old age or what. But I don't like being surrounded by drunk people anymore. Its such a sobering experience when I see how stupid and immature people can be when they're under the influence. I like to drink every now and then, but going back to a college bar just made me realize that I'm just not like that anymore. I look at everyone and all I see are younger faces who stumble across the room like crazed morons. I'm sick of it. I hate it. I was once that moron walking across the room, but this is my wake up call. I'm an adult, barely 25 years, who just has too much on his mind to be acting like a teenager again. I know that this isn't what I want anymore.
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| damn... i'm looking rather pasty. I need me a tan before i go anywhere fun..... Eek!
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| I went to Chicago this past weekend. It was a trip I won't forget. I had so much fun meeting up with my former Roomates back in College. We ate too much, drank a crap load, and had endless laughs talking about everything. It went by so fast it seems. I love the city so much. The people there are so relaxed. Everyone seems to be happy and just plain old friendly. I wouldn't mind living there, not to mention visiting it over and over again. I can't wait to go back soon.
Time to Party with the former Roomies at Club Buzz. Mango, Paul, Daners and me.
Mingling with the Locals. Me and Uncle Ted pimpin it. Kinda...
In Chinatown. Posing next to our Chinese Zodiac Sign.
At Joy Yee's in Chinatown for food and Bubble Tea. Me, Dane, Paul, Mango in our Buckeye gear.
Group pic with the Dragon
Pic with the Ladies of DPhiL from Chicago. Thanx for meeting us for lunch girls!
Waiting at the Train Station to go downtown and shop. Mango and Dane.
I love this pic. Me and Mango are in love with the girl behind us. Lol.
After a long as day of walking around and shopping, we had to try Chicago's famous Deep Dish Pizza. It was so good.
The guys missed each other so much that the all decided to cuddle up and nap with each other. Lol.
I didn't want to feel left out, so I joined in the Homosexual activity as well. Hehe.
At club Vision. We aren't drunk yet as you can tell because its a pretty normal pic.
Ok so an hour later we're pretty wasted. You can tell because Mango is now the color of my shirt and I'm being retarded.
Paul showing off his Mexican inspired beard. Hehe.
For some reason we all wore Black and Cargo shorts that day. We got so many stares and laughs because of it. Lol.
Breakfast at Nookies after a night filled with shots of Petron and useless taxi cab riding.
Corned Beef Hash and Coffee is our hangover Remedy.
Paul doing his best impression of looking retarded with his lychee flavored Italian ice cream. I say he did pretty good.
Mango with the Superman flavored cone.
Last Group shot before we left for Ohio. Dane stayed of course since he lives and works there.
Oh yea, Here's another link for a video of our performance last week at the DPhiL national convention. We are doing Kawayan again while the Cincy girls showed off their stepping ability. Enjoy!
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8731148850767387824
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| Not much into xanga right now. Don't know why. I guess I'm starting to keep some stuff in. I'll see how this goes. Sometimes seeing and feeling somethings just make you more humble....
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| I wish there was someone that had the answers for me. I hate feeling so helpless sometimes. Feelings of unsureness, feelings of guilt, and most of all, feelings of "what ifs". Did I make the right decision this time around? Whatever the case maybe, all these past decisions have made me into what I am. Although all seems well on the outside, there is a darker, cancerous side of me that I have yet to reveal to many. Am I that distraught with the thought of my past that I can no longer find what I need, what I want, what I deserve in life? Yes I am stronger. Yes I have overcame much. But the weakness still lingers in my head... at sa puso ko rin. I have to realize that my wandering mind is my only real enemy right now. Sana alam mo lahat pero takot na takot ako...
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